What a lonely Christmas this is going to be. I keep trying to put on a brave face and remain positive, I am determined to make the best out of it and really enjoy my day with Reuben... but it's still just going to be me and Reu. And today, a wave of grief hit.… Continue reading Festive feelings.
I'm awake way past a reasonable bed time once again, and why? Well I'm sure that many of you will understand the desire to get in some me-time. And there is always the realisation you must pick between getting the nightly chores done and seeing to yourself. Sometimes (*ahem* all the time!) you find yourself… Continue reading The Extended Insta Post #1
I remember the way I felt this time last year. The way the air felt, the white noise of something mechanical humming at night (I still can't figure out what it is), the way the lights across the city seemed crisper... It all reminds me, like the most wonderfully enchanting memory. There is no doubt… Continue reading This Time Last Year
Hello November, I love this month. I mean, there was always something about November that I loved. But this year, its not just home to Bonfire Night and the festive season kicking in, it's also Reuben's 1st birthday too! I mean, I'm all kinds of sad that Reuben is growing up but first birthdays will… Continue reading November!
Nobody really tells you what it feels like, after you get that positive pregnancy test, and all the immediate emotions subside. Nobody tells you how to deal with the anxiety, because there's something really precious going on inside of you, and you're already picturing the journey ahead - but you have no control over whether… Continue reading The Wave of Light 2018
Last year, I said that 2018 would be the year of personal development (here's written proof on my former blog) and you know what, despite feeling like someone was throwing cannons at my positivity ship, I am not wrong. Even the hard parts of life shape us, test us and this year I have made… Continue reading recovery update; a little chat