You know what the highlight of today was? I felt really exhausted this morning - the coffee didn't even touch the sides. So, I decided to nap with Reuben and I was so glad I did. We slept from around half 10 until 1pm!!! It felt like such a glorious luxury and because I felt… Continue reading Getting it done.
So, I feel like I'm trying to overhaul life at the moment. Or rather, me. I'm trying to change myself. My absence from social media is helping. When I feel like screaming into the void, I can't, and honestly it's not as hard as I thought it would be. If you know me, or follow… Continue reading Shifting focus.
It's another late one. 00:05 and I'm up with my poorly baby. I panic every single time he's running a fever, fretting that it's something worse and I've missed the signs, debating whether to seek emergency help or not. I hate it. I hate this as I'm sure every parent does, but there are beautiful… Continue reading Sick days.
Hey, Just so you know, I was 'aspirebelievemama' but now I'm 'withmyloveandcourage'. So you may have noticed I haven't been around a lot lately. It's time for some changes in my life, and a break from other things. Blogging is something I'm going to take a short break from. I'll be posting when I feel… Continue reading things need to change
My angel, my saving grace. You drove me nuts today but you were equally sweet too. I love you, Reuben Zachary. I always dreamt about becoming a mother. Being pregnant terrified me every single day because I could not guarantee a happy ending, my breath was baited for 9 months straight. I would throw up… Continue reading My Love, My Life.
What a lonely Christmas this is going to be. I keep trying to put on a brave face and remain positive, I am determined to make the best out of it and really enjoy my day with Reuben... but it's still just going to be me and Reu. And today, a wave of grief hit.… Continue reading Festive feelings.
I've been a little negative lately, haven't I? For that, I don't apologise, however, I'd like to announce that I am feeling better & so, the general theme to my blog should be a little more upbeat! It sounds a little dramatic but I became really unwell a couple of days ago and that helped… Continue reading Life really IS a rollercoaster.