You know what the highlight of today was? I felt really exhausted this morning - the coffee didn't even touch the sides. So, I decided to nap with Reuben and I was so glad I did. We slept from around half 10 until 1pm!!! It felt like such a glorious luxury and because I felt… Continue reading Getting it done.
So, I feel like I'm trying to overhaul life at the moment. Or rather, me. I'm trying to change myself. My absence from social media is helping. When I feel like screaming into the void, I can't, and honestly it's not as hard as I thought it would be. If you know me, or follow… Continue reading Shifting focus.
It's another late one. 00:05 and I'm up with my poorly baby. I panic every single time he's running a fever, fretting that it's something worse and I've missed the signs, debating whether to seek emergency help or not. I hate it. I hate this as I'm sure every parent does, but there are beautiful… Continue reading Sick days.
Hey, Just so you know, I was 'aspirebelievemama' but now I'm 'withmyloveandcourage'. So you may have noticed I haven't been around a lot lately. It's time for some changes in my life, and a break from other things. Blogging is something I'm going to take a short break from. I'll be posting when I feel… Continue reading things need to change
Here we are, another year comes to a close & a brand new year begins. I think, personality, there is no better opportunity to feel a sense of renewal in your life. A lot of people scorn the very idea of making new year's resolutions. And whilst I'm not screaming "new year, new me", I… Continue reading New Year, New Chapter
My angel, my saving grace. You drove me nuts today but you were equally sweet too. I love you, Reuben Zachary. I always dreamt about becoming a mother. Being pregnant terrified me every single day because I could not guarantee a happy ending, my breath was baited for 9 months straight. I would throw up… Continue reading My Love, My Life.
What a lonely Christmas this is going to be. I keep trying to put on a brave face and remain positive, I am determined to make the best out of it and really enjoy my day with Reuben... but it's still just going to be me and Reu. And today, a wave of grief hit.… Continue reading Festive feelings.